times like these i wish i was well-versed in the language of music-making so that i could just up and play something cathartic.
something along the lines of mutemath or radiohead. with layers upon layers of instrumental tracks and hooks and breaks and loops and shifts.
something that washes over you and takes with it everything you want to let go and let be. something that emanates outward into the universe, and calls out strongly, desperately, powerfully for salvation.
vodka would be great right about now.
